— Haruki Murakami (via ceremonyviolence)
(Source: pavorst, via ghostbread)
(Source: pavorst, via ghostbread)
Letters swallow themselves in seconds.
Notes friends tied to the doorknob,
transparent scarlet paper,
sizzle like moth wings,
marry the air.
So much of any year is flammable,
lists of vegetables, partial poems.
Orange swirling flame of days,
so little is a stone.
Where there was something and suddenly isn’t,
an absence shouts, celebrates, leaves a space.
I begin again with the smallest numbers.
Quick dance, shuffle of losses and leaves,
only the things I didn’t do
crackle after the blazing dies.
When they say Don’t I know you?
say no.
When they invite you to the party
remember what parties are like
before answering.Someone telling you in a loud voice
they once wrote a poem.
Greasy sausage balls on a paper plate.
Then reply.If they say we should get together.
say why?It’s not…
1. The haiku form is
of an appropriate length
to describe this fuck
—
2. When I handcuffed you
It was so insanely hot
I came in my jeans
—
3. We used to have sex
So we didn’t have to talk
Now we do neither
—
4. We had a threesome
You, me and my depression
…
(via boycrazypatriarchyh8r)
(Source: maybethisisbeautiful, via tuffgirlghost)
(Source: seabois, via cosmicwolfgirl)
After you’ve been to bed together for the first time,
without the advantage or disadvantage of any prior acquaintance,
the other party very often says to you,
Tell me about yourself, I want to know all about you,
what’s your story? And you think maybe they really and truly do
sincerely want to know your life story, and so you light up
a cigarette and begin to tell it to them, the two of you
lying together in completely relaxed positions
like a pair of rag dolls a bored child dropped on a bed.
You tell them your story, or as much of your story
as time or a fair degree of prudence allows, and they say,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
each time a little more faintly, until the oh
is just an audible breath, and then of course
there’s some interruption. Slow room service comes up
with a bowl of melting ice cubes, or one of you rises to pee
and gaze at himself with the mild astonishment in the bathroom mirror.
And then, the first thing you know, before you’ve had time
to pick up where you left off with your enthralling life story,
they’re telling you their life story, exactly as they’d intended to all along,
and you’re saying, Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
each time a little more faintly, the vowel at last becoming
no more than an audible sigh,
as the elevator, halfway down the corridor and a turn to the left,
draws one last, long, deep breath of exhaustion
and stops breathing forever. Then?
Well, one of you falls asleep
and the other one does likewise with a lighted cigarette in his mouth,
and that’s how people burn to death in hotel rooms.
(via commovente)
(via freyjageist)
As if you were on fire from within.
The moon lives in the lining of your skin.
(Source: stellablu, via cosmicwolfgirl)